this is not a love letter, and it's not supposed to be one. it doesn't sound like one either.
all i wanna say is i can't hold it no more. i can't keep it anymore.
i kept it hidden in my deepest part of heart. i always kept it secret. but now i cannot hide it anymore. i want you. and that's true.
everything reminds me of you. and now i can't stand not meeting you. please say that you miss me too. make me want to stay a little longer with you. i want to be with you, just for a little while. i have never been this weak. being not able to see you is like the worst thing ever. i have never wanted you this much. please. please ask me to stay a little longer with you. coz i can bear no more...
i feel ashamed that i fall in love with you coz i always think that it's not worth it, but now i can't help it. i can lie to my heart no more. i hate to admit this, but i'm feeling this. i don't know whether you got the same disturbance as mine or not, but if you do please do tell.. coz now i am telling you with shame, i wish i never did this. but my heart is in urge and i can't hold it anymore.
i feel cold every time i see you and realize that we've been so different. we've been like close friends but in fact we're not. we've been like liking each other, but in fact i don't know...
really, please tell me what you're thinking. i can't keep holding this.
January 2009
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